Don’t be fucking condescending to me. And you wonder why people have it out for you. It’s because of the way you treat people. Maybe if you were less of a bitch, it’d be a little better. No, I don’t hate you. I’m juss annoyed by your antagonizing presence. kthxsbai.
It's official :)
I’m Florida-bound for SPRING BREAK!
The nerd in me is really "awwwww'd" by this
Swimming during summer
swimthefly: other people: Me: Can I has both :3
My reaction was not a subtle one. Honestly, I was pissed off that she would even say something like that to you. Firstly - why now of all times? If she really didn’t want people to know, and she was “over it”. Why the hell would she tell her - somebody that she wasn’t even as close to with. It just all made sense. How she was so defensive. How I apparently took you...
Look at the weight of the world, Look at the weight of the world that has been placed on my shoulders. As my mother tells me, all her dirty details of her life, past and present. As she tells me. She tells me with the utmost desire for somebody to listen. To listen to her pain. To listen to her life. And then I wonder, at the age of 12. How could I fix this? How can I make my Mommy happy...
heyyohhh11: I had a dream that I told my mom about you. And she was fine with the idea of us being together. One day, baby. One day. I don’t want to be fixated on this, but, yes. One day. And one day, I won’t be afraid to tell my mommy about the idea of us. One day. I’ll be prepared for both the negative and positive sides of the possible outcomes. I can wish for...
I said it.
YEAH I SAID IT. It’s not that I regret it. I just felt it could have been in a better situation o.o? More…cuter? Romantic? Not so much in Chick-Fli-A? hahahaha And I guess I need that reassurance that she knows it’s true? It was so weird too haha, it just came out. Like, slip of the tongue - naturally. Like, one of those did I just say that outloud? Moments… It...
I think it went decently, I hope I answered their questions well. Next up, RA Group interview! Yays! And I’m going to do a Miss Hollins Pageant, lmao, so exciting~
Through all this. I forgot to call my mom back like I said I would…fuck. Times like these, I feel bad for neglecting my mom for college. I know, she’ll understand. But, she’s…Mommy…:/ She’s always been there for me, and I can barely remember to return a call. gah gah gah. No worries, tomorrow is a new day and I’ll call her then.
I just want to feel as look.
Which I look, good. btw. Ha. Swag on overdrive, but feeling lethargic. Just one more class tonight >__<
There I go again. Building my walls up. Being small and pathetic.
a feeling of uneasiness
mythoughtstohear: it haunts me